confucius or confusion?
My head seems very dizzy at this moment. Sometimes I wonder can you pack any more different kinds of thoughts in your head. Up till a month ago I fully believed I was Albania bound. I had no thought otherwise. Then I went to Texas, surrounded myself around people in ministry and was tired of waiting for Albania. I started seriously thinking that there could be somewhere else I can serve that needs me more urgently. Today after I got back to my Grandpa's house after the funeral, I checked my e-mail and there it was what I had been waiting for these past seven months. My approval to go to Albania,there it was and instead of being excited, I found myself confused. I just told myself to think about another option, and here comes my golden ticket. It feels like it was lost in the gutter this whole time but just today it decided to show itself. I have no idea what feels right anymore? I seem to have no emotion good or bad. Through all the activities of the month-I guess I am just raw in...